Adriana Jones - weird list
Walking Directions Away From a Place of Fear
1. First, put on your mask. I know, the others aren’t wearing them, but there is a comfort in knowing you are doing the right thing even if no one else is. You read the articles and you check the Johns Hopkins map daily. The mask says you know your shit. If you think you might run into people, wear your cute mask. The mask that says “I know I live in a dystopia, but that doesn’t mean I can’t have fashion.”
2. Step into the elevator. I know, this is a scary shared space, but do you really want to take all those stairs? Keep your mask on, use your elbows for the buttons, and hold your breath if someone else walks in. The ride down takes less than 60 seconds even with stops (I have timed it, like the type A monster that I am), so I am confident you will be fine.
3. Pick a direction. This might involve having a destination, or if your destination is simply the magical land of “not my apartment”, try to find the least crowded area and walk in that direction.
4. Be present with nature. As you walk, notice how beautiful things are. Keep track of the trees and the mountains and the modern architecture, take in the sunshine, and be thankful that you live in a place to enjoy those things.
5. Find a nice place to sit. Sitting is important; you take things in better that way, especially after a potentially long walk. It contributes to the sense of having arrived somewhere instead of endlessly striving. Preferably under a tree. On a bench if you are really lucky. Enjoy your patch of shade that can be confidently labeled “not a shitshow”. If you can, sit where you can watch boats. I don’t know why but boats are incredibly calming, they speak of possibility.
6. Breathe.
7. Read a book or an essay or anything that is not the news.
8. Breathe some more.